hollowed13

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 04:28:54 GMT

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world

So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time

You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...

But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.

Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.

Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.

Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Recap on the last month

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 21:39:42 GMT

For those of you that didn't know, I was diagnosed with Hodgkin's disease on Dec. 27th & have been undergoing many tests to see just how far along I am, so that I can be treated.
Well, my port has been in for about a week now & is almost healed completely...I've been getting everything done as far as the dentist goes, before I start Chemo...which included having my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday morning, wasn't all that bad...they gave me about 8 shots in the gums & went to work, it took all of about 40 min....they gave me a choice of music to listen to while I was having this done & I chose CCR, I must say it was kinda weird to listen to with a dentist yanking at my mouth...hahaha

As for the Hodgkin's, I am scheduled to see my Oncologist next week & finally get the Chemo. going.

I'm definately enjoying being back in school for the most part, my Tues/Thur teacher is a bit of a jackass, but Mon/Wed is good...I did an oil/filter change & rotated some tires...very basic, but I got to do something right?

By the way, has anyone on here dealt with Medical Bills & have any bright ideas on the best way to go about paying for all this...I've never had to deal with something like this before.

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 08:19:59 GMT

Some people need a good punch to the head
BLAH
BLAH
BLAH
YADA YADA YADA
Same ol Same ol
Some days good
Some days bad...

...figured I'd get ya all up to date

Have you noticed?

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 07:05:57 GMT

After a conversation this weekend, a conclusion was made that society in general now days has such a lack of enthusiasm for most anything. Clubs are dead, if not close to it...punks? goths? where did everyone go? Nobody has the motivation to get out there & even stand out anymore...remember when you were a kid & you could go out & see Christmas lights everywhere you went in Dec.?...have you noticed that people just seem to lazy to even do that anymore....I've just noticed a lot of things losing their umph:( Pick it up people, go out & do something/be a part of something/anything! Whatever it is that you just "haven't had the time for"...go do it! Before it's too late...we all die sometime & it seems to me that a lot of people are just wasting away...

Religion

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 02:29:55 GMT

You fit in with:
Spiritualism

Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.

80% spiritual.
60% reason-oriented.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

ha

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:04:44 GMT

My life seems to zig zag doesn't it

Pfft

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:03:16 GMT

I'm starting to get that empty bored sad feeling in my stomach again...hmmm...ehh fuck it

Willy Wonka Review

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 08:47:00 GMT

Saw it last night...well.........

It was good, I have to give it that...Johnny Depp was wonderful as usual, but definately doesn't even COMPARE to the original. Was definately Tim Burton & I think that's what diappointed me. Don't get me wrong I like his work, but I think he was the wrong choice for the movie, just wasn't the RIGHT vibe....more cheesy than sadistic...know what I mean? ehhh...oh well

I suggest waiting to rent it.

Anybody need a car?

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 05:42:05 GMT

The deal is, my mother is selling her car...

Saturn

SUV

2 years old (looks brand new)

16,000 miles

Cash

$20,000

Now I realize that's more than the average person has laying around in cash, but if any of you are interested, a suggestion would be to get a loan out from your bank, pay for it in cash that way & than you can make payments to the bank.

Anyway, if you're interested let me know.

Pfft!

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:27:07 GMT

My computer is way too GODDAMN SLOW!!!!!!!

I forget...

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 05:28:44 GMT

When I was in grade school/high school (somewhere in that region), I used to truely enjoy creating articles of clothing...yes sewing & ripping things apart only to put them back together in a fashion that better fits my body or someone else's body if they requested...at one point I wanted to make a career out of it & yet for some reason I completely forgot how much I liked this?

Today I came across some fabrics, patches, sewing machine, buttons, etc. (you get the point) & I made myself all kinds of new things, which I actually need considering lately my wardrobe is slightly limited. I had a good PRODUCTIVE day...heh...haven't done that in a while without a job or a partner...Good for me:)!

Hmmm?

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 21:39:30 GMT

Very Goth
You scored 67!

You're a Goth. Whether you admit it freely or not there is no denying it. You love the stuff and can't get enough. You decorate your living space in a way that is part morbid part chaotic.I'm sure your music is mostly Goth/Industrial/Darkwave. Wherever you go you're probably dressed mostly in black.Not only do you know who Switchblade Symphony is, you own every CD and EP they ever put out. Your dream profession is definatly something that benifits goths-Tattoo artist, goth DJ, freelance Gothic artist, Gothy comic creator ect.ect.ect...

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 77% on gothies

Link: The GOTH Test written by myriad_entity on OkCupid Free Online Dating

Wrong! Silly Test haha

Maybe Spring isn't that bad?

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 18:22:59 GMT

Who knew I could have a good time in a BFE town like this...getting lost, beer & a great guy made for an unexpected great night:)!

Journey Home

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 02:45:06 GMT

Don't ever eat at Sonic in Fort Stockton

Shitty Service

Shitty Food

Makes for a shitty night

Updated College

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 20:59:50 GMT

Anyway, I am going to sell my car to pay off my debts(of which I have many blahblahblah) SCRATCH THAT: Keeping the car...found out my school is an hour away...I guess I will need it

I think I will stay here in horrible dry heat until Nov. 1st SCRATCH THAT: July 3rd...there will be other Renaissance Fairs, because I want to go to the Renaissance Fair @ Sunset Park in October....I know I know, but hey I have a thing for a Battle Axe?

Here's where not having a car is good for me...I tend to go out & party/drink too much when I have a car...the lack of will help me concentrate more on the school thing;)SCRATCH THAT: I guess I'll just have to have some will power...blah

College

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 22:01:05 GMT

Ok, well I am no longer in CA

I finally bummed enough money at random gas stations to make my way to Las Vegas

To think I still haven't seen Sin City....I really want to, but lack the funds

Anyway, I am going to sell my car to pay off my debts(of which I have many blahblahblah)

I think I will stay here in horrible dry heat until Nov. 1st, because I want to go to the Renaissance Fair @ Sunset Park in October....I know I know, but hey I have a thing for a Battle Axe?

In Nov. I will begin living with my parents again(The Woodlands, TX), which will be a pain in the ass...but what must be done right?

Than............COLLEGE...

I am going to try Veterinary Assistant, I like animals, I want to help them cos they are soooooooooocute heh, really though...that's what I am doing.....2 years, not bad

Here's where not having a car is good for me...I tend to go out & party/drink too much when I have a car...the lack of will help me concentrate more on the school thing;)

Anyways, that's the plan.....now GO

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 04:53:28 GMT

Your Inner European is Irish!

Sprited and boisterous!

You drink everyone under the table.

Who's Your Inner European?

Finally!!

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 19:57:33 GMT

Well, Ive decided that right about now, because of watching the ones around me, etc....that I am sickened by my current lifestyle! Not many of you on here knew me before Jan. when I moved here...so let me explain....

....I used to live in Las Vegas, had a GREAT full time job (with benefits..very important)...I had a GREAT car that did more than get me from point A to point B....I had MY OWN HOUSE, a beautiful one at that, brand new, in the suburbs of Vegas...I still partied, BUT IN MODERATION...like 1-2 nights a week......

....NOW since I moved here to Houston & moved in with my current roommate in who I do not in anyway blame this on....I have a car that needs a butt load of work done on it, cause I couldn't afford my old car.....I am living with someone that just happens to be so gracious as to not charge me rent, but I am sleeping on a futon with 1 other in a living room, I MISS HAVING MY OWN BED & room....I dont have a job, which might I add I cant stand, I have to keep myself busy or else I feel useless.....WORST OF ALL, I am keeping the most ridiculous hours, generally not going to sleep til 7-8am & waking up ehhhhh 4-5pm, partying all night, than repeating...NO MORE

You may ask....why such the HUGE change from Vegas to here....well, Ill just say this:

Left fiance of 4 years, couldnt keep his dick in his pants
Wanted to move away from him completely
Didnt go about getting my life back in sorts as well as I planned

Soooooooooo

Now I am motivated again! I am tired of my life that I am leading lately & want to do something with myself again....

...I think I have a pretty good lead on a job & I am going for it...once I get the job going for sure I will get a loan out, enough to cover a payment on first & last months rent at an affordable apt. somewhere in the area & enough to get a new Transmission Control Unit for my car....& go from there

Might I add that...all of the friends I've made out here so far are great & I love you guys, so this is in no way due to you, this is due to my lack of ambition lately, which is going to stop now!

I very excited about it, startin fresh!

Sunday

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 01:58:18 GMT

Eeeeeeeeeuuuuuurrrrrggggg....ok, this is how it went:

Flea Bomb Apartment

Find somewhere to take the cat (thanks to an awesome friend)

Go to Havok

Stupid Idiotic guy tells me to choose between HIM or MY FRIENDS

I choose my friends (bros before hoes)

Bar back

Free Drinks

Same stupid idiotic guy gets mad & peels out of parking lot making an ass of himself

Drive back to friend's house the get roommate's cat by MYSELF

Hop fence while drunk

Friend gives me beer & cheers me up

Poke cat with broom to get him out from under couch

Take cat with me to other friend's house for party

Cop follows me with spotlight the whole way there

Park & walk with pissed off cat, so cop can not pull me over

Can't find the damn house

Once there, watch Old School (It's so good....once it hits your lips...haha)

Drink Wine

Sleep til 2pm

Spend 4 hrs. trying to find the cat before success

Can't get home the normal way (construction)

YAH...my Sunday pretty much sucked, except for my friend cheering me up & the free drinks! *sigh*.....I think I shall go see Sin City, I hear it kicked ass!

I'm down to just one thing & I'm starting to scare myself

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 20:20:42 GMT

As for the entry below about having at least one decent guy left in this world & all the high aspirations I had....well, I was wrong...I mean he's still decent, he was completely honest with me the whole time....just somehow I'm never good enough, there's always somebody better or that's been around longer...I don't know, I was told to put this all into Trent....so I am....if this doesn't make since, I apologize...Im a little out of sorts right now.

Hmmmmmm

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 20:13:30 GMT

You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life’s pleasures as much as you can.

“Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!”

More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...

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Hedonism

100%

Existentialism

95%

Strong Egoism

95%

Justice (Fairness)

90%

Utilitarianism

75%

Kantianism

70%

Nihilism

25%

Apathy

25%

Divine Command

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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FUCK OFF

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 06:30:06 GMT

Ok, I am a very very laid back & understanding person...but some people just love to push my buttons & break me fucking heart! As for most men lately.....FUCK OFF.....I'm so tired of the cheesy pick up lines, the lame ass attempts to get in my pants, the lies, could all of you be any more lame.....get a LIFE & stay the hell out of mine! The only man I have any faith in right now, knows who he is & I'm not totally sure what's going on with that, but I have high aspirations.

Happy Easter hahahahahaha

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 20:01:41 GMT

So alot of you this Easter may be wondering where this all comes from....The goodness of Friday, The eggs, The chocolate, Jesus walking around after he'd been 86'd and missing from his grave, and most of all plastic grass.

Well it all began one wild thursday night. Jesus and some friends sat down with several jugs of water, which later on Jesus made into wine to livin the party up a bit. After several swallows of miracle, Jesus opened up to his buds. He told his friends the apostles that he had a serious drug habit. He found that if he waved his hands over the grass nearby the footpaths he followed daily while healing lepers and such that the grass became shiny and attracted cats. Little did Jesus know his miracle workin hands had created plastic. Not just any plastic, but plastic grass. Having smoked the regular grass that grew in his mother's garden, Jesus decided to smoke this new cat attracting shiny grass.

Well lo and behold this shiny plastic grass got Jesus fucked up beyond anything he had encountered before. It was hard being a saviour and Jesus found a lil time alone with his miracle grass kept him focused during business hours. While fucked up on plastic grass Jesus would often hallucinate. On several occassions Jesus talked to a bunny rabbit he would see. This bright pink bunny who layed eggs never talked back to Jesus but always listened when he had a problem. Jesus figured somewhere along the lines his father fucked up and mated a chicken and a bunny and got this creature. Who was he to question his father's work? Plus Bunny rabbits made so much less noise than chickens on a farm so he thought egg laying bunny rabbits were a great idea.

As with any high, Jesus experienced the munchies after partaking in his miracle grass. One of the best things for munchies as any stoner or woman will tell you is chocolate. Jesus would eat pounds of the shit after a late night bender and the bunny knew this so it started bringing him chocolate when they had their lil "Talks".

Jesus told his friends this whole story that Thursday and everyone became interested in this new miracle grass. So Jesus being a sharing kinda guy made up some plastic grass for everyone to smoke. Everyone got really fucked up that night and had a GOOD FRIDAY, munching out on chocolate and seeing imaginary bunnies of their own.

However realizing that his secret had gotten out and would undoubtably get back to his father, Jesus staged his own death. He and his plastic grass smokin buddies plotted Jesus's demise and would be by later on Sunday morning to pick him up.

And so when followers found the tomb empty Sunday they figured it was another miracle, nobody had a clue Jesus had taken to wearing red velvet and had started off on a trek north, Some say Jesus continued smoking his plastic grass on his way up north and would string it out in long chains and drap it on trees to dry it out. He'd be seen in his red velvet outfit doing so and the side effects of smoking plastic, along with brain damage had also destroyed the pigment in his hair which now had turned snow white. So Jesus just kept walking North, everyone believing him to be dead, he shacked up in the north pole and chilled out for several years...what happened after that is another holiday un to itself so I'll leave it at that.

So happy Easter, smoke some grass, see your bunnies lay their eggs and munch out on chocolate!

Ok Ok, here's my score.....hmmmmm not sure what to think about that?

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 10:07:25 GMT

Decidedly Perverted
You are 23% pure

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 2% on purity

Link: The 100 Point Sexual Purity Test written by ocicat on Ok Cupid

Arg..I'm bored

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 06:29:20 GMT

It's Friday & I have nothing to do!!!!!! I am soooooooooo poor, but not homeless & this is good:)! But, I am still bored...someone cum save me!!!!!!!!! Bring me liquor & greens & fun entertainment!!!! BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH